I HAVE LIVED NOW!!!

I have lived now, i have taken it all,
It all belongs to me
I have tasted the wine and the meat and never regretted at all.
You can call me evil, you can call me weak,
You will still fear me,
Earth shall not go to the meek.

I live for tomorrow,
Its all his grace
I share the pain and sorrow,
Of holiness I speak.
I care for one and all,
and fight my demons alone.
I have seen it all and won.

We are the saint and sinner, all wrapped in me.
They make me complete.
A little of this to be a good man,
a little of that to live in this world.
No black or white would ever stay
Grey it is all, shades of grey.